August 2009
2 posts
Reversed Roles
Your kiss was once inviting and dangerous, exploding with passion every time those lips hit mine. Was it your kiss that made me love you, or the way you accepted me for who I was. Nothing less and Nothing more. It was me who needed your kiss.
That kiss has changed, overtime that dangerous kiss has turned into a tender and sweet mess. Is it you who needs me now?
Lately
Lately I have felt so empty inside, I feel lost and without a purpose… I have friends that I feel like arent even my friends, I just feel like I’m there…Where is my life headed, What is my purpose.
July 2009
2 posts
so my mom
has cancer and starts chemo next week..
I feel like dying honestly ive been crying since i found out
Don’t be reckless with other peoples’ hearts; don’t put up with people who are reckless with yours. Don’t waste your time on jealousy, sometimes you’re ahead, sometimes you’re behind. The race is long and in the end, it’s only with yourself. Remember compliments you receive, forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how. Keep your old love...
June 2009
6 posts
can i please
find a someone who is interesting, intelligent, who goes to school or has a job. Knows whats going on in the world. Is artistic in some way, has a sense of humor that makes everyone laugh, someone who i can open up and be myself, who includes me in his life, who i dont have to worry abotu what i look like with, who actually likes me for who i am. Someone who I see them and I always smile. Who will...
PEP convos
[20:44] dirtyghettokid44: pencil me in on ur scedule please [20:45] pep4l: ok let me see [20:45] pep4l: i have like ten hot babes here right now [20:45] pep4l: then theyre leaving in a little bit [20:46] pep4l: than i’m having a hot tub party with some models [20:46] pep4l: maybe after that? [20:49] dirtyghettokid44: man ur just to damn busy for me these days
Scene Kids
ARe I think what caused STD outbreaks . Straight up they all fuckthe same people, its like a circle fuck
i just ate
a taco
May 2009
4 posts
Looking back
I’ve done so much thinking these last few days, and I have realized so much about myself and which path I want to take. I have so much I want to clear up with people, and so much baggage I want to get rid of. I feel alone honestly, but its not a sad loneliness, sometimes its better to be alone than to be surrounded by people who cant see past the horizon.
First thing I want to clear up for...
“Never let someone your dating become your life, because once their gone you wont...”
– ME (because I think people who revolve their life around their significant other arent the smartest people)
Sitting in this crazy work establishment
Sitting in this building full of typing hands and ringing telephones, has made me realize so many things. And ask so many questions?
Im an adult now, and for the first time I actually feel like it. I get up go to work at 8 come home at 5 and do nothing because I’m so exhausted. I dont want to do this for the rest of my life, I want excitement, love, experience. I want to be able to tell...
"Everyone changes themselves a little bit to get...
My Response to this: I’ll be the first to admit I have done this before, pretending to like something when in reality I probably didn’t care for it just because I wanted some guy to like me. But did those relationships last long, Nope give it about three weeks and I was over it. I’ve learned if someone is not going to like you because of the things you like or dislike than whats...