"Everything that is new or uncommon raises a pleasure in the imagination, because it fills the soul with an agreeable surprise, gratifies its curiosity, and gives it an idea of which it was not before possessed. "
May 27, 2009
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Sitting in this crazy work establishment
Sitting in this building full of typing hands and ringing telephones, has made me realize so many things. And ask so many questions? Im an adult now, and for the first time I actually feel like it. I get up go to work at 8 come home at 5 and do nothing because I’m so exhausted. I dont want to do this for the rest of my life, I want excitement, love, experience. I want to be able to tell exciting storys to other people of all the places I’ve seen and about the people I’ve come across. Sitting in this town is going to get me no where. So I made a plan to work and attend college, model with great photographers, and save up enough money to move to new york or even somewhere else by either christmas of this year or summer of next year. But as soon as the time comes and I have the money to do so, I’ll be out of here. Most likely on my own… But I think thats what I need to do, I cant keep relie and making plans with other people to do things and know in the back of my head it will never happen. Maybe it’s because I feel like I’m the only one who has their stuff together.. Or maybe its because its my time to grow.
